Nicotine you drink my goodness, and eat my life away
How extremely dangerous
A real conspiracy
You are actively killling me
You won’t let go of me
Fuck.
Nicotine
you strangle life
You taste like damage
Shameful wife
Nicotine
So thick and smoky
Made me a fiend
Sooth as you choke me
Why do I want
To taste it now
Your murderous puff
A sickening cloud
Tar - sticky
Ash - Dusty
Far-Drifting
Crash- Musty
Why
Do
You
Taste
So
Good
Why
Do
You
Fool
My
Tastebuds
Why can’t I stop ever smoking and smoking and Smoking used to kill me slowly but now it only owns me 14-17 times a day
Holy water can’t put this out
Cherry burns and fuels my doubt
I can stop
For a while
But nicotine knocks
On the door to my willpower
And somehow it’s unlocked
I experience rage when I deny myself smoke
I hate how committed I am to this joke
Fuck
I suppose if it kills and I know yet I smoke still
Do I commit suicide with each slow inhale
I impale
My self
My heart
Each time I smoke in the dark.
