Later on I later figure out that most of those friendships weren't so real and some people just wanted to get some know something about me and I think I then started fear that they could use this info against me.
That was when I started to see what a fake friendship was like. I learned who most of my friends through Chatang, korean drama chat rooms, Clash of Kings, and other online places. I was one of the popular ones in some of these chat rooms. I was the one who was invited to Skype chats with foreigner and enjoyed talking with foreign people.
It was fun that I was able to meet different foreigner people.
I became one of the best online texters that I could type really fast and could keep any conversation with about twenty people at the same time. Looking back I realize that I did a lot of foolish things. I kept searching for conversations and kept my friends interest in me.
I got so into my online friends that I think I lacked real life friends for over a year. I kept talking and texting people I had never met in the real world. I was crazy about phone texting and talking on the phone to people I didn't even meet in the real world.
Finally, one day my father called me and talked to me and helped me to see how much time and energy I was wasting on people I did not even know.
That talk really change the way I saw things in my online life. Now I am sick of keeping my online friends and I don't even have the strength to entertain even one person at a time with chat. My chat room friend experience taught me that if I have too many online friends that probably means that I also don't have many real friends. Real friendship requires trust, honesty, and care.
I still thank some of the friends I meet online but I now know how to take care of my personal life, I value my real world friends, and I know whom to trust and not to trust so much.
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