In my adolescence I used to have a nightmare, which I still remember as if it happened to me last night, trying to wake up while being tormented in your dreams is a very bad experience.
Muchas veces fui atormentada mientras dormía, podía sentir que una hombre se posaba sobre mi, intentando abusar sexualmente, luchaba en mis sueños, hasta lograr despertar, ese sueño se apodero de mi durante mucho tiempo. Por suerte nunca se hizo realidad. Pero durante muchos años fui atormentada. Mientras luchaba por despertar, recuerdo que solia invocar la protección de los ángeles, suplicaba a Dios que me protegiera. Una lucha contra el bien y el mal.
Many times I was tormented while I slept, I could feel that a man was on top of me, trying to sexually abuse me, I fought in my dreams, until I woke up, that dream took hold of me for a long time. Luckily it never came true. But for many years I was tormented. As I struggled to wake up, I remember that I used to invoke the protection of angels, I begged God to protect me. A struggle against good and evil.
El misterio de mis pesadillas terminaron luego de haberme casado, los malos sueños desaparecieron. Por mucho tiempo esas pesadillas han regresado de alguna manera, ya no en mis sueños, sino en mis recuerdos. Intento no recordar esas pesadillas y borrarlas por completo, pero difícilmente lo logró, de alguna manera regresan, haciendo que me pregunté el motivo de esas pesadillas, en realidad estaba completamente dormida o esta despierta con mis ojos cerrados. Es posible que me halla estado atormentado algún espíritu malo, el cual su deseo era sexual.
The mystery of my nightmares ended after I got married, the bad dreams disappeared. For a long time those nightmares have somehow returned, no longer in my dreams, but in my memories. I try not to remember those nightmares and erase them completely, but I hardly succeed, somehow they come back, making me wonder the reason for those nightmares, was I really completely asleep or was I awake with my eyes closed. It is possible that I was tormented by some evil spirit, whose desire was sexual.
Luego de haber transcurrido muchos años, los recuerdos van y vienen, el miedo nocturno ya no existe, mis noches suelen estar siempre acompañada, quizás sea esta la razón por la cual ya no hay pesadillas . Quiero seguir pensando que esas noches quedaron en el pasado, quizás fueron pesadillas, quiero creer que realmente mi intento por despertar era real, un mal sueño que me hacia creer que me atacaban mientras dormía.
After many years have passed, memories come and go, the night fear no longer exists, my nights are usually always accompanied, perhaps this is the reason why there are no nightmares. I want to keep thinking that those nights are in the past, maybe they were nightmares, I want to believe that my attempt to wake up was really real, a bad dream that made me believe that I was being attacked while I was sleeping.
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