Well, hey, what's going on with you? Where does this doubt come from? Why do you want to give up now, just because you did not work out once or twice? This is no reason. You must go and fight. You will achieve the goal. Sooner or later you will achieve it, but you must go ahead, push, fight for yours. It does not matter that everything around you is against you. The bottom line is that you have the will to win here. It counts. Everyone can achieve the goal, no matter if one or the other, but you have to go and fight. Now you have three seconds to bump, say "good enough", fist on the table, go ahead and achieve my goal. Greetings.