Yesterday was scary.
I was scared.
But I had to do what I had to do to help.
Jump started so many thoughts.
Everything has been an absolute whirlwind.
Keep hearing her words playing in my head.
Keep seeing the bike go down.
Keep thinking about everything.
Trying to piece it all together.
Not looking forward to this week.
Don’t want to be at work.
I’m legitimately still running on Autopilot.
Just coasting through the day, not even knowing how.
Mind is so foggy.
Body hurts.
Heart is heavy.
Had an entire post typed out Friday, deleted it.
Nothing makes sense.
Jesus Fuck, man.
Not sure if there’s a point anymore
