Laying here, going through all the apps on my phone. Stumbled upon this one and realized I haven’t touched it in who knows how long. I’ve been staying busy. Almost too busy to really stop and think about,

No matter how people see it, I was always trying to do the right thing…

Sometimes in life, shit happens. You meet people, you lose people. You’re on top of the mountain, you’re at rock bottom. Life is just regression to the mean. Nothing good stays good, as nothing bad stays

The past couple days have shown me that I’m EXACTLY where I need to be. I spent too much time focusing on the bad that I didn’t take the time to realize the things right in front of me. But my eyes are

Everything happens for a reason, right? I finally get a chance to go away, to think. And then, BOOM. 2 people close to me having surgery tomorrow. Split retina and triple by-pass…. So now, no vacation?

I need to get away. Need to go to water. 🌊 That’s always helped me get my mind (at least somewhat) right. I have things I need to wash away, to cleanse myself of. I need the sun. ☀️ To help me feel warm

Sin for the Win.

What’s dead is dead. 👻

Does anyone else ever go through life just feeling like something is missing? Is it a person? Is it an object? A feeling? Maybe everyone feels like that. Maybe we aren’t meant to ever feel whole… I’ve

Sometimes, things are just better left unsaid.

Shitty game tonight. Nobody showed up to play… It was like we all expected to lose anyway. Kinda put into perspective how much control your thoughts have on the outcome of a situation. Oh well. Can’t win

Threw it all away. Right in the trash. Done with people. Done with the bullshit. Legit have no interest in anyone or anything they have to say. Want to be left alone. Completely and utterly ALONE. Hate.

Have so much to say and can’t even put it into words. Life has this funny way of ripping shit right out from other underneath me. Guess I’m the common denominator here.

The moon is so bright tonight. A waxing gibbous. Not yet full enough to shine to it’s true potential, but still enough to bring so much to light. The coolest part is that, even if you don’t realize it,

I’m just sitting out here watching airplanes, take off and fly…

It’s that feeling of being kicked while you’re already down. The blows keep coming. If it’s not one thing, it’s another. Can I just get one shred of good news? Carrying so much on my shoulders right now.

Yesterday was scary. I was scared. But I had to do what I had to do to help. Jump started so many thoughts. Everything has been an absolute whirlwind. Keep hearing her words playing in my head. Keep seeing

Sitting outside watching birds. Jealous. Wish I could fly away too. Anywhere but here. Freedom.

Fuck.

*"That initial anger she had felt turned to sadness, and now it had become something else, almost a dullness of sorts. Even though she was constantly in motion, it seemed as if nothing special ever