Aggravated with myself Becoming what I never wanted The bottle of rum begging me Harrassing me, calling me Laying awake far past drunk I'm far past due Time to mix another coke Gulp it down to mock myself

Shriveling into myself like a dried mushroom The darkening facade surrounding Slipping and giving in to the silent screams Deafening our reality of life Residing on a razors edge Feeling worthless with

I fell in love with an older woman It all began with the words "What are you doing?" Forever remembering January 28th, 2018 The day I began again, because of her More than the woman you see More

In this series I will touch ground with my experiences and give my personal thoughts on them. Maybe you can relate or learn something along this journey of articles. I want to touch base on a couple of

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Wanna take a little time to talk about my favorite mmorpg, Medivia Online originally called Tibianic. This is a 7.4 custom tibia OT. They have made some advances to separate themselves from tibia. Awesome

I keep going on and on with Steemit. I get ideas in my head that I'll type up. Thinking maybe this is what gonna snag me that audience. See a lot of newer steemians who have a huge audience and steembase

For past decade or so been seeing FBI Surveillance Van WiFi connections around my small town. Becoming more and more common for unknown reasons. Just what are they looking for? What/who are they gathering

THESE CHIPS ARE SO GOOD!!! Was going through Kroger with my mamaw today helping her find stuff. Stumbled upon these chips. What caught my eye was "World's hottest chip!". Me I love hot and spicy

My Views On Why We Are Toxic Species For a long time I've had a personal 'beef' with homosapiens and how we turned out today. As our technology advanced we seem to have forgotten about the long term survival

Was thinking about to draw/sketch for a while. Then it hit me. Draw Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. So here it is Grim, Billy and Mandy. Enjoy steemians upvote, comment, follow @kingkinslow

So I was getting ready for bed when star wars nerd like myself sent me a link. The trailer for The Last Jedi just came out and now I'm way to hyped to sleep! So here I am sharing this awesome news with

I want to take the time tonight to talk about extreme alcoholics. Reasons being under a unfortunate event that happened tonight. Also go into reasons why I very rarely ever pickup a bottle. Let's begin

Here I am again Lost and alone, behold The darkness beneath the shell Crippled in the light of sight Behind the hight of shine Dwelling beyond the heat Past the cold black space Broken beyond repair without

Time to start a series of sessions on talking about continuous issues I face, many others as well, daily. Let's get started shall we! So many people in my life share the same outlook on me. Opinions of

Got one that completely stressed and wigged me out. My son was still an infant, around 3-5 months old. He had been running a fever mid 90's for a couple days. Infant tylenol wasn't helping much. So of

Haven't thought or found much to steem about. So I'll steem about my near future career path. Branching out from civilian life to a part time military life. Being me and finding work doesn't seem to work

Been a long time since I've been able to log in. But I'm back and ready yo earn once again. Had a rough patch and still in a rough patch. But once again able to log in and rejoin the steemit community!

Been a while since I've been on. Haven't had internet for a couple weeks. Thought I'd ramble for a moment about my son Claudio. Little by little I introduce new music and bands to him. He lives music.

Claudio sharpening his skills!