Real Talk Entry Session 1

Time to start a series of sessions on talking about continuous issues I face, many others as well, daily. Let's get started shall we!

So many people in my life share the same outlook on me. Opinions of me as if I was still 15 years old. A petty thief and all around asshole. Been at my mom's for a while again. Now things between my stepfather and I was never good. But everytime even a single penny is moved is accusations against me. Like a couple weeks ago he lost $70 from babysitting money. Immediately assumed I took it. Even though he sleeps with his wallet in his pocket. Knows that I had never once stepped foot into their room.

Enough of that subject, frankly pissing me off talking about it, so let's change. Many complain that I have no work ethic or enthusiasm to find a job. This is one that has stood since I turned 18. Yes at 18 I didn't want to work or desire a job. I was lazy and just wanted to game. Had a job at Sonic Drive-In later that year thanks to my brother @thatguysweeney. Didn't last long but that's alright. First jobs never last anyway. Now onto more recent years. Since I came back from Indiana I have searched hardcore for a job, that's been 3 years now. Temp companies won't work me for my criminal history. One temp company that works with felons even denied me work. Still never had that answered. Had multiple interviews and always resulted in the same way, "We'll call you" or "We'll let you know". Always met with silence even after calling them back multiple times. Here again I get faced with from people "Wish you'd do something with your life".

I've talked to a National Guard recruiter and got an application. But I can't even finish it because they want insane amount of references. Wanting a reference for each address I've lived at for so and so years and not one can be the same. Not my fault I don't know 15 people. Never knew that many people. Never been a people person as I have a huge dislike for the human race.

Always want to complain but never offer a solution. Guess that's it for this session. Real life, real talk.

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