I keep going on and on with Steemit. I get ideas in my head that I'll type up. Thinking maybe this is what gonna snag me that audience. See a lot of newer steemians who have a huge audience and steembase in a matter of a couple months. It honestly discourages me, a lot.
There is so much talent around and that's fantastic. Makes me feel like I'm a old used tech. Been told that I have awesome talents growing up. I've presented these and gotten basically no where. Maybe I'm just doing wrong? Granted I'm still fairly new, active months wise. But am way more active now than when I when I first started.
I don't maybe I'm just feeling all this discouragement cause of where I am in life. Do go through depressed stages and feel low. But have a had a rough year and eight months. Beginning of last year had my son removed from my custody to my mother's care. I can't go into that right now. Last year around this time I ended up sleeping in a car. Because it was warmer there than inside a trailer that had no electricity. Beginning of this year my best moved two states away and basically ignores me. Now at this moment been living in my mother's car cause I've no where else to go.
Can't find work. Have a employer who is either failing to contact KSU or vis versa. All for a janitorial job. But that's not looking to bright. Recently had an interview at Kroger which ended like every other one, " we'll call you". I need a job so bad. One of the last things needed so I can get my son back.
Really don't have a purpose to this post or really why I'm posting it. But guess I felt the need to speak. Life is just a discouragement for me. Always knocked down.
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