... powered down on Steem. Cashed out once my first month in back in Dec17/Jan18 just to see if it was a scam - the minimal through Remitano which was 6 Steem I think. That too, I needed my friend @vangie (My Numbers Whisperer) to help because I dumb like that. And then, from that point on it was power-up all the way.
I had no intention to leave Steem, I had this grand plan that it was going to be my fall back plan, that in time, the world would see Steem for what it was and enough people would come in. I was prepared for the marathon not because I wanted to be blindingly rich(though that would be nice too), but I wanted to not worry about a roof over my head or food on the table. Needless, to say those dreams are in the dumps now!!
The last couple of months, watching everything unfold, it was deafening and numbing. Being in a helpless position, to just wait and see where this would end was rather gut-wrenching, disappointed in people for tearing each other apart.
Every time I see nasty words from peeps in the SteemVerse that rip into each other, I think of my ex-boss' favourite words when we had misunderstandings and conflicts in the office - "the fight is out there..not in here! Stop wasting your energy on nonsense, sort out your differences and make it work!!" It wasn't easy, but when you are given the ultimatum, you find a way I suppose.
Also want to just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you to @blocktrades for making this easy for a noob like me.
Never Say Never,
Sh33la
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