As much as I love Jennifer, I am beginning to feel like I am holding her back. I feel like I am preventing her from dealing with all the issues that are weighing down on her.
She deserves to be happy and I might be preventing her from experiencing that. Today has been a whirlwind of emotions and I am just getting to calm down a bit.
As I begin to think clearly, I am beginning to believe that I am an enabler. I am stunting Jennifer's growth. I don't want to lose her but I also have to think about her wellbeing. I have to consider the possibility that she will be better off on her own, without me.
This is something that I will have to think long and hard about because if I push her too much I will probably lose her.
