When I honestly take a look at my mental makeup, I begin to see certain patterns forming. And most of them are not good. I am beginning to think that I am a codependent and that has caused much stress and damage to my relationship with Jennifer.
We have been talking and really trying to understand why we do the things we do. Many of our actions are counterproductive and are causing harm to one another.
This is not how I want to spend the rest of my life.
After doing a bit of research and taking a quiz I am beginning to believe that I have a codependent personality. I won't know for sure until I see a professional and get their diagnosis, but right now that seems to be the case.
When I look back at all my behavior, it really makes sense. And the only way I am ever going to have a somewhat normal relationship is if I begin to deal with my thoughts and actions. I am going to get some health insurance and go an seek counseling. I'm pretty sure that is the only way I am going to get a handle on this and live a better life.
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