Vuelvo a esta comunidad @Holos&Lotus para sumarme a esta din谩mica Bajo el imperio de lo in煤til, invitada por la amiga 
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Contar con un espacio como este es como tener un sill贸n frente a la ventana para decir todos los sentimientos que a otros pueden serle 煤til para el entendimiento y desarrollo de la personalidad desde la ni帽ez.
El Imperio de lo in煤til se apodera o por lo menos intenta hacerlo en alguna etapa de nuestras vidas. Mi adolescencia no fue com煤n, pero no fui infeliz, porque de alguna manera tuve desde peque帽a cierta riqueza espiritual.
Desde ni帽a deb铆 asumir responsabilidades de mi madre para con mis hermanos. Desde los 10 a los 15 a帽os se tienen mucha incertidumbre, dudas y a煤n no hemos dejado la inocencia de la ni帽ez, es l贸gico asumir responsabilidades como ordenar ropas, organizar cuarto, ayudar a nuestra madre en tareas leves, ir a la escuela y cosas as铆 sencillas que terminan por formar el car谩cter y hacermos bien, pero nunca estamos preparados para el desprecio y el maltrato.
A esta edad mi vida era muy compleja, mis padres se hab铆an separado poco a帽os antes y nos mudamos a la ciudad, un mundo diferente que a veces nos intimidaba. M谩s de una vez mi hermana, por ser la mayor debi贸 responder al abuso del que eramos objetos por ser ni帽os de una peque帽a villa de campo. A ello ning煤n mayor reaccion贸, quiz谩s porque no d谩bamos quejas pero era lo m谩s cercano al bulling del que tanto se habla en otros pa铆ses.
Pero no solo fu铆 burlada por los ni帽os, sino que algunos adultos tambi茅n traen esa especie de morbo que da帽a el desarrollo de un adolescente. A los seis a帽os mi maestra de primer grado me dio de reglazos en mi pecho porque perd铆 la cuchilla de afilar los l谩piz, cuchilla arrebatada por otro ni帽o que jam谩s obtuvo reprimenda.
F铆sicamente fui una ni帽a m谩s desarrollada que otras y por ello recib铆 burlas de otros ni帽os. Incluso una maestra de la clase de biolog铆a en septimo grado, me puso de ejemplo sobre estructura del cuerpo, lo que psicol贸gicamente a帽ade verguenza a los adolescentes.
En la ni帽ez y adoslescencia de las mujeres, se sufre la mirada lascivas de los hombres y el juicio de otras mujeres; esas fueron barreras que deb铆 derribar para mi crecimiento.
Pero fui muy madura y anal铆tica, tambi茅n tuve contradicciones por el hecho de reaccionar a un acontecimiento de una manera cuando otros no lo ven igual, aprend铆 a diferenciar cuando alguien es honesto o miente. Muchos adoran la mentira y la oscuridad, yo voy con la verdad a煤n cuando otros no puedan verla y transito en la luz, ese es mi lema.
La hiperhidrosis ha un signo distintivo en mi andar por la vida, desde ni帽a tuve la primera manifestacio贸n de sudoraci贸n excesiva en las manos y pies. En mi adultez prioric茅 la tenencia de pa帽uelos; mientras otros lo ocultaban para mi era algo normal con lo que deb铆a convivir. Pero no fue tan f谩cil, tampoco labor de un d铆a, muchos maestros me recriminaron la suciedad en las hojas de las libretas y m谩s de una vez reprob茅 por ello.
Fui una ni帽a y una adoslente diferente, sonriente y noble; intuitiva y bondadosa. Todo estos detalles, que solo son algunos de los tantos que enfrentamos, me sirvieron para ser segura y determinada, para no aceptar maltrato ni f铆sico ni psicol贸gico a mi lado.
La espiritualidad puede dotarnos de m谩s fortaleza que la que llevamos en cuerpo f铆sico. Ir por senderos iluminados nos protege de caer bajo el imperio de lo in煤til
Esta publicaci贸n ha sido escrita y documentada por mi, no contiene IA. Las fotos utilizadas son de mi propiedad.
English
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Having a space like this is like having a chair in front of the window to say all the feelings that may be useful to others for the understanding and development of personality from childhood.
The Empire of the Useless takes over or at least tries to do so at some stage of our lives. My adolescence was not ordinary, but I was not unhappy because of it because in some way I had a certain spiritual wealth since I was little. Since I was a child I had to assume my mother's responsibilities towards my siblings. From the ages of 10 to 15 we have a lot of uncertainty, doubts and we have not yet left the innocence of childhood, it is logical to assume responsibilities such as organizing clothes, organizing the room, helping our mother with minor tasks, going to school and things like that. simple things that end up forming character and we do well, but we are never prepared for contempt and abuse.
At this age my life was very complex, my parents had separated a few years before and we moved to the city, a different world that sometimes intimidated us. More than once my sister, because she was the oldest, had to respond to the abuse that we were subjected to because we were children from a small country town. No adult reacted to this, perhaps because we did not make complaints, but it was the closest thing to the bullying that is talked about so much in other countries.
But not only was I mocked by the children, but some adults also brought that kind of morbidity that damages the development of a teenager. When I was six years old, my first grade teacher hit me on the chest with a ruler because I lost the pencil sharpening blade, a blade stolen by another child who never got a reprimand.
Physically I was a more developed girl than others and for that reason I received ridicule from other children. Even a seventh grade biology class teacher gave me an example of body structure, which psychologically adds shame to teenagers.
In women's childhood and adolescence, they suffer the lascivious gaze of men and the judgment of other women; Those were barriers that I had to break down for my growth.
But I was very mature and analytical, I also had contradictions due to reacting to an event in a way when others did not see it the same way, I learned to differentiate when someone is honest or lying. Many adore lies and darkness, I go with the truth even when others cannot see it and I transit in the light, that is my motto.
Hyperhidrosis has been a distinctive sign in my journey through life. Since I was a child I had the first manifestation of excessive sweating in my hands and feet. In my adulthood I prioritized having tissues; While others hid it from me, it was something normal that I had to live with. But it wasn't that easy, it wasn't even a day's work, many teachers reproached me for the dirt on the pages of the notebooks and I failed more than once for it.
I was a different girl and teenager, smiling and noble; intuitive and kind. All these details, which are just some of the many that we face, helped me to be confident and determined, to not accept physical or psychological abuse at my side.
Spirituality can give us more strength than what we carry in our physical body. Going along illuminated paths protects us from falling under the empire of the useless
This post has been written and documented by me, it does not contain AI. The photos used are my property.
