Hi, guys!
Today, even though I managed to get some restful sleep last night, my manic episode is still going strong, so I'm awake again and have a ton of ideas that I naturally want to implement immediately. So I literally don't know what to do. I took some pills that were supposed to help me sleep better, but they only helped for twenty minutes. Now I'm awake again and have tons of energy, but I'm incredibly dizzy, and naturally, I want to do something, but my body just won't let me.
I need to make an appointment with a doctor immediately and tell him what's going on so I can stop this nightmare. I'll probably ask for an urgent appointment tomorrow; maybe he'll be understanding.
But the good thing is, I have a lot of ideas, and I'm actively using them now. I'm making notes for later, so it's never a bad thing.
I really enjoy manic phases for the flow of ideas and the productivity. The main thing is to write everything down and not miss anything, so that this productivity will provide a reserve for the future, when the condition subsides and I'm a normal person again. So I have to seize the opportunity.
But of course, all this is extremely draining, so I have to be prepared for the fact that I'll have to recover later. But that's the price I pay for periods of creative upsurge; it always happens.
So now I'm making the most of my periods of active upsurge and trying to extract positivity even from something as sad as a severe mental disorder. I'm making lemonade out of the lemons life has dealt me.
Have a great day, everyone!
