We all had some shitty friendships, yeah shitty friendships, those friendships that you think support you but never will ever leave you but it happens that they leave you in the saddest moments and where you are most vulnerable, you begin to feel lonely and well that you already know
I know you've all ever had to go through such bad people, whatever, but I want to share a little of that, do you think? If you don't think so, I already did
Two years ago I met a girl much younger than me, she was very nice, it made me feel like we had a strong friendship bond, because I didn't have to pretend to be someone else with her, and I felt good, it made me feel good
She always seemed bigger than her age, and I seemed smaller than my age, it was a rare but nice combination, I told her everything, and she told me, we were like a box of secrets of the other, I spent time and a lot people knew things about me that only she knew, you know where this is going, I foolish because I told her if she was counting my things and she swore to me that she was not, that maybe I told another person and that person was, but began a little distrust because I don't want to tell my secrets or things in my life because I did not know if it was really she or someone else
That happened after almost a year of friendship, she was very sweet, she gave me drawings and made me a very nice letter of Valentine's Day and I didn't want to receive it because I didn't have anything to it and I felt bad about it, but another friend convinced me and I received it, it was like a letter saying such beautiful things in each place. What happens is that the drawings were not made by her, they were given to her and she gave it to me, because I don't know, and the letter all the phrases and words were from google and I thought that she had written them with her mind, of his heart.
She started being with strange boys and telling her mother that she was with me when it was not like that, and our friendship was based on the fact that I was the one who covered her romances with boys, because her mother thought she was with me, she left a little aside from the boys but she and I didn't spend time together, we weren't as close as before
For the shortest story, she and I were friends for almost a year but the things that I told her to other people that I did not know knew because she knew or knows many people, I started at that moment to be away from her , but in the end I started to trust her again, she liked that I was very much with her and that she wouldn't spend it with my boyfriend at that moment or with my other friends, but even she knew a boy older than her and she had her things with him but when her mom called her she told me that she would camp her up and tell her mom that we were talking together, our friendship shit went down and now she and I are not so friendly anymore and months ago she wrote me but we don't talk anymore.