There is always a reason to smile. Find it.
For us it is she. She is the one who makes us smile since she wakes up to the time she goes to bed. Even when we have troubles aching our head which we suffered before but now she always has something healing for us and we forget troubles for a moment. And all troubles seems so real and serious when is not around. When she is away. That's the reason we don't let her go to her aunts house which is near to us even for a day or hardly for two or more.
She is the daughter of our some relatives to be very honest I never know what exactly has the relationship of ours with her family but probably is a distant one. Diksha has been with us since 2013 when she was 4. Her mother came to us with her and left her in our house, as we didn't have a sister so her arrival was what made us feel of that happiness we never knew could exist.
Her parents have never visited us again and hardly have called 4 times or so in this 5 years trust me. That too from different phone numbers each time that couldn't make us talk to them back. They already have four other kids and recently we've heard that they have left the town. Maybe for jobs leaving kids with other relatives.
We always have fortunately felt the love, generosity, kindness of Maa and it's quite unbelievable for me how come she forget or ignore her child like that! Her mother sometimes call some of our relatives and asks about her but not us. Not her child. Why? Because she fear that we would ask her to take her back to them? No.. Big no. Even for now.
She deserves attention. She deserves love. She deserves good care. She deserves everything her mother was keeping her away from.
Diksha is talented. Sometimes she catches in things so fast and easily even before an aged man does. She loves maths. She wants to sing. Every songs by Arijit Singh is her favorite ones and she sings with her heart. That she doesn't have a very good voice (she also knows) never undermine her. Her voice would sound her heart in.
To live life to the fullest is what I have learned from her. I learned to enjoy life as it was a song and you are a dancer. So never miss a beat to enjoy.
She herself knows my mom is not hers but she cries when mom mistakenly tells somebody that she is not her real child and she comes to hear it. Her love is so real.
She has the power to catch your attention, can make you smile with her activities. Would ask you questions which make you be a child for a moment and again gives you deep spiritual thought as if she were aged old. It's funny. But won't let her to away from your mind if you're a stranger to her that's for sure.
Before her, we didn't really have more smiles in our family. As both my brother and me were growing up slowly and an unnamed awkwardness was always there in conversations with papa or between us. But she made things open and made us smile and spread it. She was like Lakshmi ( Goddess of Goodness) for us. We learn again to smile in small things that we forgot to notice. We started taking things lighter and focused more on living, enjoying the beautiful life we are blessed with.
As she has potential to jump into anything that she has her heart in so we are letting her focusing more in her singing and make the best out of it. She has uniqueness and the precision of making anything beautiful to the end touch. So I'm really optimistic she would one day gonna make us really proud.
However we don't want her to go to her parents until she is established or becomes understanding. Our companion is making her really happy right now. By the way, She has her birthday next week. So is kinda busy these days y'know :D
