This days my midnight has become a board meeting session with myself, not worrying but thinking, planning, strategzing forcasting, checking best possible options, life can be so overwhelming atimes, one moment one feels motivated, everything seems falling. into place every plans action seems aligned but then all of a sudden it's not adding up, despite everything planned out.
life can present a different shades of grey at times, it's like what you ordered vs what you got, sometimes its perfect sometimes it's not, every body is fighting this fight to stay active and running and the sad reality is, there is no pause to think or restart after a mistake, there is no erasing of the hurts and the bad experiences, somehow you must live with it.
I'm at a cross roads, the silence in my head is louder than the noise outside, I'm a man of many thoughts, trying to figure things out per time, too many to handle, if things ever get complicated it runs out of hands, how do I sort this out one after another with ease.
there's a difference between worrying and strategic thinking, the former is when things gets out of hands. why the later is about sitting down to properly analyze the situation at hand and how to utilize available resources towards the problem and not allow things get out of control
how do you handled set backs, what are your soft landing, are they alternatives ? what if things don't go has planned, there are days when the silence is louder, but in the midst of all this, know for a fact that it will end well if you don't give up...
always have concurrent plans running along side, have plans A, B, C and even D in some cases, the essence is never to get stuck or frustrated in any way but to always find an escape route when the road up ahead feels stuck.
