Since the time I get into the house my cousin has been laughing, I remember the room was so quiet before I get in, and then I keep asking myself, "what is really making him to laugh all these laughs. I didn't had the slightest idea about what was going on with him, I thought it was the hand of my bag, that has cut off makes him to laugh.
I slow down a little and I continue to gave it a thoughts but I couldn't finds out and then I have to let it go, then it was time for me to leave the house again, and continue my search, I am that kind of a person that do not stop until I get what I finds.
For more than three months now I have been searching for my girlfriend, I have walked the whole of Ikorodu in Lagos and I have not seen her, right now I am planning to extend my search to Surulele, "how can she do this to me,?", I asked myself.
My cousin might not really understand how I feel, he thought it's the work in the office that matters so much to me, yet he doesn't know that my girl is who really matters, and if the company want to sack me, because I have not been reporting in the office, as I took the time to search for my girlfriend, they should go ahead and do it, because since the moment my girl left me, I have already considered myself as someone that has been sack in everything in this world.
I do not want to eat anymore, I want to stay fasting till the very day my girlfriend comes out of where she went to, I was really in love with her, and right now nothing matters to me anymore, My cousin do not know, he thought laughing at me was going to make me change.
Then I was so blessed the day I saw my girl she was with a little girl so cute, I walked to her, just to find a giant man roar at me from the other end, he caution me to stay away from his family, I was so surprised, because someone I thought was missing was married to another man, it was almost four years after all, I was happy that I was able to stay throughout it, and I couldn't stop to think the fact that my girlfriend didn't love me after all those years we have known each other.
Out of love, I was awesome to see she was doing alright, it was even me who were highly bothered and had nothing on me, because it seems I came back to myself from that moment, and I look at myself there to realize that, I have been walking for four years with shoes that has cut out the leather, looking for my girl I brought to Lagos, yet I find out she was happily married to another person.
I wouldn't have stop her from getting married to whom her heart desires, but I was afraid of what would her family do to me, when they finds out that their child is not safe, I lost a lot because of her, I forfeit my work in the office because of searching for her, and someone else was replaced, my landlord throw me out of the house because I couldn't pay my rent, I went to attach with my cousin and he has been making jest of me, meanwhile, this my cousin used to respect me.
I lost almost everything that matters so much in my life just because she was coming into my life, right now out of frustration, I am a gateman in my girlfriends husband's house, the husband decided to keep me close after she has told him to help me, yet the husband is not paying me a good salary, he acts nice to me in the presence of his wife and he maltreat me when his wife is not around.