Today I ended my relationship with a man, that either was or wasn't my twinflame. Don't really know as I've said before. I had tried to end it many times before, but he'd keep bringing me back to him. My own doing, I'm not saying, "he did it to me" I myself went to look and he was still sending me pics.
See, he's a public person. And so we didn't communicate directly. I thought it was because he was keeping paparazzi at bay, but later realized it was more the public eye and this woman he is dating. He had it figured out, that's for sure. Just keep me in this way and if anything happens he can just claim I'm some crazed fan.
So I was duped. I've lived. Naive or not, I lived.
Either way. I just couldn't let go and then just today, a shift, something in me... just stopped. Something in me just decided, this is done. He has not done what he should be under the circumstances. Walk woman, walk. So I did. Finally. And it's about time. I am thinking in the future, I might get another dog, but only one that chooses me. I always "picked" animals for myself and have learned that things go much better when they decide which human they want to be with.
It's very likely he isn't the true twinflame and apparantly there are precursors or catalysts. Whatever. Unless something happens differently, my twinsoul experience is over.
I'm more aware than I used to be.
