Fast Forward

So i just came back from my short trip out of this small little island and for real i actually didn't want to come back home yet but oh well i need to work.. 🥴

You know that feeling when you feel that this year Christmas is going to be so different from the rest.
Starting from few years back, after my grandpa from my mom's side had past away Christmas was never the same again.
I realised I'm actually looking forward for something exciting each year but yea sometimes you just couldn't expect too much right.

Kinda miss the old "kampung house" kind of environment and also family gathering each year but then after that i lost all the excitement for Christmas.

Perhaps something that had happened past few years too had made me lost interest of being excited on any occasion.

But this year, i have no idea why but upon seeing how lifely and beautiful the way they decorate the mall and playing Christmas songs everywhere i go.
It made me realised how much I've missed out throughout those years.

Beautiful right? 😍

Just super amazed with the decorations they did this year.

Just so mesmerising to look at.
But.....
I just disliked how polluted the mall is with humans. 😂
Oh well, nobody wants to get missed out to enjoy all the beautiful decorations and also atmosphere right?

If only i can just dive into the decorations,i would. 😂Hahaha!

Looks like Santa Claus forget to take the price tag off his suit. 😆😆

Looking back and realised how much I've lost when you keep holding back to your past or bad memories in life.

This year wasn't a very good year for me but at the same time, there are few unexpected great things that had made it a great year instead.

It's a year that I've learned how to accept things the way it is, how to accept some situations that you didn't think it would happened and to take care of myself more than worrying about other people's happiness.

You see there are some events that had happened in life that we think that is so unfair to us in life but one thing i would say that life is so unpredictable, sometimes we tend to met with the worst timing of our life,you might feel that it's the worst of worst that had happened in your life while others are enjoying and having the best of everything in life.

While if you just paused for a moment and take a proper look around you,you are actually much more blessed if you realised that all the small little things you have in your life actually made you feel happy and content while others might not have it instead.

Learning to see life from a different perspective, to let go and accept things the way it is, is not an easy thing to do but once you have master it, life will be so much easier to deal with.

I guess the hardest part to live this life is to always keep everything in balance because once you are off balance, it's always going to be a rough one.

While sometimes in life, you always have to get hurt or feel the pain first then only you will gain some wisdom and learned a lesson from it.