It's Monday again.
And yes I am supposed to be in the office preparing some documents and presentations. It was supposed to be a busy day like it always.
But tell me why I am still here at home feeling inadequate, low and broke.
Tell me why I am shouting my head out just to keep this little human calm. Like he should understand simple instructions.
Based on my imagination my life is supposed to be a bite perfect by now, not me wait for the next client I would be attending to, not me washing and doing the dishes. Like I literally had those things figured out in my head before now.
Tell me why I am still struggling to make some of my dream trips, why haven't I gotten those things yet.
Like....I am so done with just the basic minimum I want more, I want them all.
Is that too much to ask for?
