Heart and money on scales.
This topic is very hard because both options are really tempting. If I would find a true love I would defeat one of my great fears- being alone in this world. On the other hand with $200,000 I would no longer have to worry about money ever again. This might seem weird but I think that in the end I would pick money. The thing is I have never been in a relationship. So I would not really know what I would lose. Of course I also never had $200,000. But I have at least some understanding what that sum would mean. It would forever change my life. I would invest at least $50,000 into hive and splinterlands and I believe that my future would be completely secured.
Another reason why I think money is safer choice is because I no longer believe in true love. Multiple times I really liked a few girls. But nothing came from it. They did not like me as much as I liked them. I spent years of my life having impossible dreams. The craziest among them was about a girl from another country. We never met yet I imagined us together. That is why I no longer expect to find someone for me in this world. If it would happen that would be nice but if it will not happen that is fine as well. So even if I would pick a true love I would not believe that it will last. On the other hand I know that such sum of money would last long( a lifetime?) and make me happy. With money I might not be able to buy true love but I would definitely buy friendship- that means dogs. So after pondering about this topic I believe that I would pick $200,000. I had enough crazy dreams now it is time to live in reality. Or perhaps I am just afraid of falling in love again...
