At this point, when it has become clear that we are creators of reality, and when reality has proven to be so infinitely filled with details that it's virtually impossible to control them all without forgetting to pay attention to what's actually happening in front of you... what remains to be said?
Time has passed and still no easy answers, no sudden understanding to take away the troubles of the mind, no access to higher dimensions that remind you there is a "true home" waiting for you once you've completed the challenges of your human experience.
Seems to me there was this moment of great spiritual hype not long ago, when everyone around me was seeking a truth that they could embrace, when asencion was a commonly used word and we could feel it around the corner, the great human awakening was coming. Is it already here, only that it's a bit disappointing? Or maybe we've given up the wait and accepted to become cynics instead of being anxious about about some promises made by social media prophets?
What a depressing thing to know that no matter how original you think you can get, it's all been done before. Faiths were lifted, faiths were destroyed, people have taken, people have given, some have lived in their heads and others in their hearts. It's said a few have actually managed to balance it all out, to find a middle way that does not indulge in any of the dualistic extremes of perception. Does that come on it's own? Must one be disciplined to get there? Will I lose my lifetime if I don't take care of all unhealed trauma everyday of this existence?
See, it's all gibberish. Pointless wordplay that seems to be saying something, but ultimately says nothing.
I wonder if this post will attract those who are resonating with these thoughts? I can't deny the fact that I'm choosing to see things this way. And with the little wokeness that has been invested in my being, I am able to realize at this very moment that I can decide otherwise.
So I choose the following:
Empathy
Serenity
Creativity
Gratefulness
Focus on inner energy
Taking care of self
Loving myself
Grounding
Presence
Faith in that the Mystery is always in our favor
My work here is done. Thank you.
