These demons always scream
in these hollow bones
And they echo for hours
Never leaving me alone.
I am hiding in my own shadow
This light is blinding me
I m losing battles
I am losing faith
Apologize.
I try to smile and to be nice
And all I get is empty words
and lies.
All my life I have walked your road
And I was goddamn nice
Now that I walk empty hallways
I am not myself anymore?
You should be scared of who is taking control.
I will lose;
If I Play.
So I will walk my own way.
I am not part of this game,
No more.
They beg me to leave
roses and snow
But I leave blood trails
to petals all over the floor.
They give me a mask
And paint me a smile.
I can't anymore.
You are right I m changing
I am in control.