I used to be able to define who I am, but now I can't. I was a landscape photographer. Now who am I? Just a photographer... but what kind? I photograph street, landscape, courtyards at night, study the metaphysics of photography, statistics, analysis, I can take a picture in any genre and even teach someone how to do it.
I'm just a photographer - sounds simple, but when you look at what I do, everything is much deeper.
This is just me.
I shoot what I feel and the pictures reflect my state.
And most importantly, when you photograph not with the mind, but with the state, then there is no division into good and bad.
There is simply a feedback between consciousness and reality.
It has no name.
I can see the beauty in the garbage, but I may not like the ultra-modern new playground or the yard in the elite residential area.
Although I can love it. If I want, I will love every corner of the common space.
And all because I feel myself anywhere.
If I am conscious and feel uninterrupted, I feel the relationship with my self, online with consciousness, then I will feel good everywhere, because there I am with my self.
Since childhood, I was never bored with myself, I could entertain myself.
No, I was not alone and I had many friends.
Moreover, I was always the soul of the company. But if I had to be alone, then I felt comfortable.
There were friends who could not go to school alone or asked to go shopping with them so that it would simply not be boring.
What is boredom? I think it's time to write down boredom in sins. Although despondency as a sin is boredom in maximum stage.
If a person is not friends with his self, then he will be bored.
What if he doesn't have a self at all?
It is terrible to realize that I have lost so many...they had a weak self, but they missed it and began to live like the robot.
It's like losing a memory or dying...
I try to nourish my inner world, expand it and develop it in order to live.
