Hi, my name is Eric, I competed only once N.P.C qualifications and i won 1st place back in 2020. I was using sarms for prep. BTW everything is self taught, learn from old school veterans gym boys lol they taught me alot of tricks and form and than 4 years ago I took it seriously and became a C.P.T.. I need help because not to long ago I got sick by covid (thank God nothing happened to me besides bad fever and alot of muscle lost due to not eating) now its my second cycle but I'm actually injecting and I'm using test c-500mg x week, deca 200mg x week, and bolderone 200mg x week, I'm currently on it 8 weeks, I really hit the wall in my head and I'm starting to doubt myself so much, in other words I don't know what to do, I'm nervous and I don't want to fall to 0 all over again because I hit 0 so many times, I need advices to what to do next, how to clean myself, what next cycle I should do and how much and how lo g, how should I train, I'm doubting all that, and myself and I don't want to, I know I got potential and I grew up with this, my uncle is a 5x Mr. Puerto Rico, he was a champ of he hometown back in the 80s and 90s and he won 11 years straight, it's in my blood and I got this, I just need help, I'm tired or begging for help, paying so many coaches for what I want and I don't get the service, paying 100s to coaches and 100s in vitamins they recommend that doesn't help me for my journey in trying to do, I'm raised as an old school bodybuilder and I want to make something happen with old school, I'm here asking and begging for help because I don't know where else to go or to ask, believe me I went everywhere beside social media, like pages like this, so don't judge my story so much, I just want to do right and make something happen, thank younfor taking your time to read this and any questions you got I'll gladly answer them
BTW I'm 5'8 weight 203lbs with a body fat of 14.2%
Have a good one you all and many blessings and many positive vibes****
