Hello dear friends.
I have been days without posting, I have had a drop of everything, I just dedicated myself to rest my mind a little because my spirit has been staggered by health problems.
The mermaid challenge was for last month, so it ended, but I was on fire with the mermaids, so I continue and maybe I will do more mermaid designs, I like them, they are tender, they are cute, and they express a little of what I feel inside.
This time I feel encapsulated, trapped inside a bottle, stagnant, because I think it is better for me to be calm, to stay away from anything that can alter my health, anything that makes me angry or sad. It is something inevitable, but I have been in so many slumps since my mother's death and it gets worse with the pandemic.
Hola queridos amigos.
Tengo d铆as sin publicar, he tenido un baj贸n de todo, solo me dediqu茅 a descansar un poco la mente pues mi esp铆ritu se ha tambaleado por dolencias de salud.
El reto de mermaid era por el mes pasado, por lo cual acab贸, pero qued茅 encendida con lo de las sirenas, as铆 que contin煤o y tal vez haga m谩s dise帽os de sirenas, me gustan, son tiernas, son lindas, y expresan un poco lo que siento por dentro.
En esta ocasi贸n me siento encapsulada, atrapada dentro de una botella, estancada, pues creo que me viene m谩s estar tranquila, alejarme de todo aquello que pueda alterar mi salud, aquello que me haga enojar o entristecer. Es algo inevitable, pero he estado en tantos bajones desde el fallecimiento de mi mam谩 y empeora con lo de la pandemia.
This mermaid is touching the glass of the fish tank, looking out, she thinks she is alone, but she doesn't realize that there is someone else with her, that's why I drew a little black fish.
I have been bad these days and I have felt lonely, I separated from my partner but we still live together, however, he has noticed my declining health and has finally integrated and is taking care of me, so I drew him there in the fish tank, black because he is black. His integration has allowed me to appreciate, that in spite of all the differences we have had, he has been the only person who has been with me, that in spite of my mistakes he still loves me, that he has always been somehow in my life, so that is valued.
It is good to give space and recognition to everyone who accompanies us in some way, the day we don't have him, we will cry for the rest of our lives for having lost him.
Apparently, more company can offer us someone who can be absent, than someone who pretends to be in everything, but at the time of the little one is lost, I mean by this, that the first person is always there, in good times and bad, but the second, is pure appearance.
For now I lock myself in a bubble, I intend to create my own happiness, whether inside or outside the fishbowl.
Esta sirena est谩 tocando el vidrio de la pecera, mirando hacia afuera, ella cree que est谩 sola, pero no se da cuenta que hay alguien m谩s con ella, por eso le dibuj茅 un pececito negro.
He estado mal estos tiempos y me he sentido sola, me separ茅 de mi pareja pero aun vivimos juntos, sin embargo, 茅l ha notado mi decaimiento de salud y se ha integrado al fin y me est谩 cuidando, entonces lo dibuj茅 all铆 en la pecera, negrito porque 茅l es negrito. Su integraci贸n me ha permitido apreciar, que a pesar de todas las diferencias que hemos tenido, ha sido la 煤nica persona que ha estado conmigo, que a pesar de mis errores me sigue queriendo, que siempre ha estado de alguna forma en mi vida, as铆 que eso se valora.
Es bueno darle espacio y reconocimientos a todo el que nos acompa帽a de alguna forma, el d铆a que no lo tengamos, lloraremos el resto de nuestras vidas por haberlo perdido.
Al parecer, m谩s compa帽铆a nos puede ofrecer alguien que puede mostrarse ausente, que alguien que pretende estar en todo, pero a la hora de la chiquita se pierde, quiero decir con esto, que la primera persona siempre est谩, en las buenas y en las malas, pero la segunda, es pura apariencia.
Por ahora me encierro en una burbuja, pretendo crear mi propia felicidad, sea dentro o fuera de la pecera.
Boceto / Sketch
Base Color.
Line art.
Cola de sirena / Mermaid tail.
Taking time to enjoy the work when I draw is a good catharsis, I am usually humming some children's music or simply lulling myself to sleep, it calms my nerves.
Tomarme tiempo, para disfrutar del trabajo cuando dibujo, es una buena catarsis, generalmente estoy tarareando alguna m煤sica infantil o sencillamente arrull谩ndome, me tranquiliza los nervios.
Cabello / Hair.
I will keep practicing to achieve movement.
Seguir茅 practicando para lograr movimiento.
Time lapse: 8 Hours
Program: MediBang Paint Pro.
Graphics tablet: Huion (Usb Pen Tablet). Model 420.
Used Medibang brushes:
Used Medibang tools:
PNG Format
Mi canal Youtube, tiene un mont贸n de tutoriales muy 煤tiles para ti.
My Youtube channel, has a lot of very useful tutorials for you.