Hello Planet Friends!
It's kinda funny how I have been sleeping all through the night for the past days when I clearly have an alarm set to wake me up to read. Prior to this this time, I always wake up some time in the middle of the night without even an alarm so it's quite surprising that even with an alarm I still can't wake up to read.
My internship fully began this week and I've been given a whole of books to study and projects to work on based on what I studied. Honestly, everything I'm seeing looks overwhelming like are you sure I'm getting out of this alive?". Or probably I might collapse after the first month, if at all I'll be able to make it to that time.
Of the goal wasn't to make life easy for me or every other interns in my batch, they promised to stretch us even beyond our limits. They were very honest about and at this point, I guess I have to expect whatever it is they'll be serving. They're the ones cooking up what might actually be the real suffering. I understand it'll all be for my own good, to help me through growth and development in my career. Which is no why, no matter how suffocating it appears to be,well something must kill a man isn't. I better chose the right kind of poison for myself and deal with it but of course, in the end I'll look back and pat myself mentally knowing I killed it.
