When I look back at how I started this year, I don’t know I'll be here today. I did so much this year, and this is, to me, the most stressful year I have had so far, because I accomplished important things and even made my dreams come true. I must admit that I did not plan to do everything this year but God did so much in my life. I have positioned myself for years but doing everything I prayed for this year without affecting me too much is something that surprises me.
The first thing I did was get married and this doesn’t really surprise me because it’s one of those things I’ve been planning for years but the truth is, I wasn’t expecting it to happen so fast. I was thinking if I’m going to get married this year it would be towards the end of the year and at the beginning of the year I was looking at November or December but that quickly changed as time goes on. I realize that I have to be very fast, something kept pushing me to be fast because the person I got married to has been with me for so long and nothing was stopping me from getting married it’s just me and I did that early in the year
The next thing I did was move out of the country, which for me would be next year and this was not me trying to slow things down, and it was not the financial part It was the emotional part of everything. I know that if I’m getting married this year, I still have to spend some time with my wife, so it was the emotional part that I was scared to deal with. Everything that is happening now will eventually happen. I know I will miss my wife so much and I know I’m going to miss my child so much and everything happened.
This affects my finances a lot but it’s not as bad as I was expecting it to be. I was thinking it would be so bad that I won’t be able to do almost anything for myself, but that was not the case, even though it affects my finances so much I’m still able to do things for myself and still provide for my family.
All in all this year has been an amazing journey for me because my lifelong dream is to travel the world and see the world. I was able to do that this year. Also, my dream is not only to see the world but also to give birth and have a wife. I’ve also been able to do that has been an amazing year for me. I don’t take away the fact that things aren’t so great but it’s not so bad and I think it will get better from here and I can’t wait for next year.
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