Overwhelmed 😭

Ever been so overwhelmed? You're tired of life, confused about a whole lot of things, unhappy, sad, just down, you don't need company, you can't talk to anyone, you just cry, sleep, no energy for anything...?

This is how I feel. I've been working very hard lately, trying to make ends meet but it feels like nothing is really happening or the results I'm getting are not just good enough.

The motivation to read isn't there, I'm worried about a lot of things, I feel like I'm trying to keep on and the weight of everything is pressing me down.😭

I don't want to eat, I don't want to go out, I don't even have the strength to get around my house chores, it's that bad.

Too many questions and no one to provide answers, how long do I need to be on a spot where I struggle for everything? Maybe a soft life wasn't meant for everyone, probably some of us were just born to suffer.

I actually do know an easy road, but that road could kill me before I even get to enjoy the benefits of taking that path and I choose to work hard, to live right, to be kind, to love but I get that bad things always happen to good people and I just wonder why? 😭💔

I need a hug😭😭😭
I think I need a break more, I hope I return much stronger. Peace out and happy weekend, regardless.