Hmmm. I have a name for this because it happens to me. I call it the Grind Mindset. You’re actively wired to be productive. That’s who you are. When you resist it, you seem to only cause pain for yourself. A lot of time wasted on the pain and uncertainty of what will happen because you aren’t using your programming. This is a good thing. This means you have it in you, you only need to make use of it and create balance. 🌹