I think that not being able to sleep or have certain commodities become more difficult every day, today I write through fatigue. You know that I am very positive and I always try to see the good of life. But how long can I see the positive in this whole situation that we have to live?
Today I write through disappointment, many have told us to help my mother and me to get out of here from Venezuela, then they just tell us to get some dollars together and leave. I wish it were that easy. And no, I'm not complaining or saying that someone has an obligation to help us, I just want to let off steam and let go of the weight that I carry on my shoulders.
Many do not understand everything I feel, but it is so difficult. For example, this week I did not sell any cake so I had no income. But there are still expenses and I must buy food. Not having a fixed entry of money is difficult but to this all problems such as lack of light are added. It is quite difficult to live day to day and be optimistic.