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That sabotaging feeling in your soul
I have felt it before
I've been there and here
Maybe I am not up for it
Maybe someone else better deserves it more
The voice in my head selling me out
I need some clarity
Some escape from myself
Therapy maybe
A prayer maybe
Everything feels out of my control
I can only imagine winning
I'm so used to losing
It feels surreal seeing my name on the list
Could this be a lie
It's all in front of me
All I ever hoped for
What I could be
I have become
My name engraved in history
I was a lover
This is my story
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