A Feeling that makes me want to surrender,
An inclination that makes me anxious,
An inclination that gives me a sleeping disorder,
An inclination that influences me to believe I'm sufficiently bad, and it's all a result of you.
You influence me to rest easy, glad, miserable, irate, depressed........
You influence me to feel high then u convey me down to my record-breaking low,
You influence me to feel adored then u influence me to feel like I don't deserve you.
You influence me to feel Important then u disregard me totally
You influence me to feel like I'm the only one then u utilize another person to make me envious You're playing my feeling like a ping pong ball.
Yet at the same time I adore u most importantly and regardless of how much u attempt to push me away, despite everything i'll be here for u and despite everything i'll cherish u the same.