One day walking through the streets of Madrid I felt lonely and bored in the middle of bachelorhood, that bachelorhood that coincidentally was about to turn 3 years old in a couple of days. All because my ex emigrated to another country and we decided to take some time...
It's been 3 long years now...
Since then I always went for a walk in the afternoons trying to clear my mind and feel comfortable without having to think too much. In my free afternoons after leaving work I like to go for a walk and do a little exercise....
Many times I would pass by a coffee shop that I loved but I always saw it very dark, inside my crazy thoughts I would just say: "This looks like a dive bar"....
Several days went by until I decided to go in, after you are inside everything is totally different.
That day I only ordered a cookie with black coffee because I was unimaginably tired and maybe that scared me away.
That day I noticed that the cafeteria had big glasses but it was very dark, it was as if with the intention of making you realize that outside there was a huge and beautiful light to enjoy, the place transmitted a lot of tranquility but I also felt personally something very strange.
And at the end of the cafeteria I noticed a man who was dining alone in a corner. He was dressed like an executive and I was shocked at how neatly he was dressed.
Aff I ran out of there with a lot of grief and my mouth drooling with such a human being.
The following week I went in again, this would be the second time that my curiosity for the strangeness of the cafeteria and the people who frequented it hehehehe made me go in to have a coffee, but this time it would be with milk and chocolate and a toast to dip it in the bread.
This time I also felt something strange and I started to turn around, it was as if someone was watching me....
And I was trying not to look at anyone to pass unnoticed. I didn't mind being visible to any man after all I had been through.
It turns out that in front of my table was again that handsome man well dressed, with a black flux and sky blue shirt and with brown eyes that would charm anyone.
I think this time he really saw my silly face, enchanted by all his attributes....
Because she just stared at my eyes and smiled at me, oh my god what a beautiful smile!!!!!
Again I ran out to my house, looking everywhere so she couldn't follow me. Or so I thought.
HA! How deluded how could I believe that a man like that could notice me. Silly!!!
I get home and go to sleep...
A couple of days passed and I went to the cafeteria again, this time much later, the night was very cold and rainy but I still wanted to go out.
I put on some long boots, a long black sweater down to my knees and a ponytail. Yes. I'm going to have dinner with myself, because that fabulous man is probably very comfortable with his girlfriend at home.
I say!
I went into the cafeteria, sat down and ordered a light dinner and two coffees.
I started dinner and placed the other coffee in front of me as if I was waiting for someone.
After a while, he came in, sat down at my table and asked me: Are you waiting for someone ????
I was cold and totally speechless.
I took a deep breath and only answered: No, I'm not waiting for anyone...
Or maybe yes, I was expecting you.
Welcome to my table. Would you like something else?
The man just said to me: I have been watching you walk for months, until we finally met in the same place. I am in awe of your beauty.
Would you let me be a part of your life, share our loneliness and embrace each other in this darkness, please just let things flow...
Coffee tips: There is always, always someone watching you, there is always someone looking for you, there is always someone special for you everywhere.
Just look at the light in front of your eyes and move forward!
THERE IS ALWAYS A NEW STORY TO WRITE!