Today I want to share how the Higher Forces transferred me from one egregore to another. And also, how this transition is connected to the planet Pluto and the karmic nodes.
My transition began in March 2023, when Pluto entered Aquarius for the first time and tested the 0° and 1° degrees of the sign. At that moment, I felt a strong inner certainty about diving deep into astrology and studying it as a true system of knowledge.
Before that, I had been interested in astrology for almost two years — but the journey didn't actually start with astrology. It started with tarot cards.
September 16, 2021 — I remember clearly, during a Human Design session on video, I suddenly felt the urge to look up the meaning of card number 16. Sitting beside my laptop was a box of 16 different types of chocolates, which I was nibbling on throughout the session.
I publicly shared my love for tarot only in the winter of 2022, through a post on Instagram. Around that time, I began casually reading about astrology and browsing horoscopes. By March 2023, the shape of something real had started forming — a deeper connection with astrology itself.
At that point, my business was already falling apart, but I still held on to hope that I could save it. The eclipse of April 2023 was clearly demanding that I take concrete action to close things down… but I still believed! That was also when Pluto's new transit in Aquarius truly began — let me remind you!
The following six months felt like death. I was caught in a vice, squeezed from all sides, but I still couldn’t let go of my "business baby" — something I had built from scratch over five long years.
By then, my organization had reached the peak of its development, but behind the scenes, things were falling apart — and only my closest circle knew the truth. Outwardly, it looked like a picture-perfect social success.
On April 1, 2023, I let go of the last employee on my team, not even fully understanding what I was doing. Pluto had been in Aquarius from March to June, then turned retrograde and moved back into Capricorn. Saturn was retrograde until November 2023, and together with Pluto, it was tightening the grip around me. I was truly in survival mode!
Everything was collapsing — debts, loans, problems, and having to face it all alone. It just kept coming down on me. I had only one close friend and my sister who offered me moral support. Everyone else? Gone. From 600 contacts in my phone, only 20 remained.
Meanwhile, in the background, I had already created my first YouTube channel — it was still empty, just there, like a quiet seed.
Pluto's second ingress into Aquarius happened in January 2024. It moved direct until May, then retrograded one last time into Capricorn, staying there until October 2024.
And then, on November 19, Pluto re-entered 0° Aquarius — for the next 20 years.
By then, I had reached 10,000 subscribers on my Russian astro YouTube channel. I had actually started filming forecasts back in December 2023, during Mercury retrograde, while simultaneously shutting down my old business for good.
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