I've been writing nonstop 24/7 for the last two years of being here at steem platform. I've been writing even when I think at that moment I would die because I was experiencing a very low blood pressure as if my heart would stop anytime.I am still blogging even when I am feeling ill especially when it was the eve of my dialysis session because of the accumulated toxins and fluids in my body.
I feel restless when I do not blog because it is my therapy so that I could distract myself from what I feel with my body. But my main reason was to save some money for my medical goals. I know that they are so far-fetch of a goal but I am not losing hope because I have to continue to fight if I want to have some changes in my life.
Some people who are not even comparable to my medical situation just gives up but I do not like that. Life for me is special because we will never see our past nor the future so for myself I just want to see the light of another day especially now that my life is colored by the fantasm and excitement of cryptocurrency.
You could say that I am very curious of what the future holds for me and us all in general that is why I am trying to strive to make my life taken out from these neck-deep of medical problems that I am stuck into and witness the things that a normal life could bring me.
But there is the possibility that all my dreams and goals could collapse anytime and I am preparing for that so it would be better if I could still support myself from all these current complications that I am managing with my money earned from my past and current blogging works particularly here at steem so that I would not find myself wanting unlike other patients who does not know where to source their money for their expenses.
But still I am hopeful that I could achieve some of my goals if not all and I still wanted to feel normal. I hope God wills it for me but if I would die tomorrow that is still okay.
