I'm sitting in the kitchen writing this, I have to make dinner and still keep my streak. So I'll just share a reflective remark about my day. I woke up not feeling excited like some few days ago, it doesn't always happen but when it does, I feel the difference and everyone else around also feel it.
The amazing thing about how I was feeling when I woke up was, it didn't stop me from going ahead with my routine. No motivation but I saw myself ticking my day's plan one after the other even slowly and kinda boring. Now that I think about it, I'm really getting the hang of what consistency is.
I spent most of the day creating a video I planned to submit for a contest I saw two days ago, it was quite fun doing it as its something I've not done before and somehow, I did it with much ease than I expected. After that, it felt like I've achieved more than enough for a day but I still did more.
I mean, I'm here now making dinner even though I still feel gloomy inside and I wish I would rather not be doing anything at all. I feel grateful that it isn't the case for me. Being productive at a time I should be worrying and doing nothing at all, I sense that I'm getting better at how I live my life.
There's still so much I'm yet to figure out, and there's so much I still procrastinate to get started but I am encouraged that I have a lot of little things that I have been consistent about starting with my streak on Hive to my physical life especially with my health, I've been feeling good.
Maybe this post has no direction but it's just my way of being grateful on a day that everything to be grateful seem blurry because my heart desires more than I have now. I choose to tell myself that I am content as I wait for more goodness and opportunities to find me to becoming who I am.
Image used is mine.
