It is not that rainy yet nor it is really windy but maybe later in the night it would really show its strength but I am hoping it will not bring much rain because it is very inconvenient for me and my parents, we could not afford to slip on the floor because this house gets flooded when it rains hard and if one of us gets injured it is a problem indeed particularly for me because I am physically dependent on both of my parents.
Anyway I am just glad that the typhoon is not that strong because strong typhoons have a hole or "Eye" in its middle part while this one might form an eye after it probably goes out of the country as it picks up its strength in warm waters of the ocean.
But this time it might not get so strong because it is a cold season now and the cold air weakens most typhoons because there will be no hot moisture that is coming up from hot ocean waters anymore which feeds most Typhoons.
I now have turned-off my electric fan because it is a bit of rainy and windy and it is cool which has no more point in using the electric fan although it is bad for me because I will have to contend with my ringing ear syndrome because there is not anymore white noise to deaden the constant torturous sound in my ear.
No I just have to spend the night minding the mosquitoes although not much of them in my room but still they are a nuisance even to anyone. The screen on the window helps and it gives me a sense of security that no stray cats or rats would be able to come in unlike before after I took off the screen because of the heat of the day years ago and a stray cat entered my room.
That is why I really have the need to renovate this house and each passing day I am doubting that if I can ever manage that ambition. I love my parents even though they are a hindrance in some of my plans I just want them to live in a decent home where they will feel safe, secured, and comfortable.
But even my medical goals are just hard to achieve right now because of many factors and I hope that God would grant me my wish for a better state of health because I do not want to live like this where I am deteriorating and not getting any much better. That is why I am not putting any reason for my parathyroid to be hyperactive by taking vitamins, minerals, and my medicines just to make a difference in my health.