I've been so thirsty lately and I am not even eating salty foods and I am just attribute it to the hot and humid conditions that I am into. It really is quite uncomfortable but nevertheless I am getting what I asked for. Now I am enjoying to consume fluids more than before, I am sweating out some of it anyway.
But I can never do it in colder months where I am not sweating and the rate that I was drinking today will really fill me up fast had it not been to the toasty weather.
I might not take a shower anyhow because after going out from it will just make me sweat again. Well it will be better to take a shower but I am just using the bathroom now if only I wanted to use the toilet most of the time and then I would shower after that instance. I also do not want to burden my parents in wheeling me to and from the toilet as well. It just sucks that I have to ask for the support of my parents in going to the bathroom each time.
It is the new normal for me, my body is not like as before. It is just impossible now to walk with a kind of feet joints that I have not to mention my marked weakness where I am having no clue where it is coming from, I am just as weak as as a tissue paper. But life has to continue for me and it is just good that I am doing some blogging work and in this way I can take my mind off from what bothers me otherwise I will really feel like I am so worthless and a very big burden to anyone.
That is why I am really thankful to God that there is this community where I am getting my strength with my mind and spirit and at the same time making me feel that I have a bit of value for those who is around me even though to some people really they see me as an undesirable being not worthy of respect. It bothers me but this is life and some people really have those kinds of qualities.
I am just clinging to my friends that cares for me, those that are in the background in this community and they make me feel special and I am thankful to God for those people because in the offline world nobody really cars much to me except my family and nothing more.
