Looking back what I once was I must say that I am more thankful all because I almost halted the downward spiral of my health issues. It terrified me before after realizing that if I will not be able to make some improvement then I will face one of the most hard ways to suffer before dying.
So I am so thankful for the developments and the goal posts that I achieved already even though the original targets of mine are still not coming to reality.
But for now I just have to enjoy the fact that I will maybe not going to get worse because of the improvements of my pain issues that tortured me for so much in the past. Although my condition is still not good it is way more better than what I suffered from few years ago which is why I am saying that I am thankful.
Not only that though because of my blessed way of earning a bit money at a regular basis is truly a magical gift which gives me a bit of security and piece of mind which I thought in past will not happen because I didn't got the chance to finish college let alone getting an employment or putting up a business.
Now I will not have to problem about putting up a business or getting employed because in the first place it is just too late, too late for schooling, too late for business ventures and it will just not happen because of my physical condition.
I will just have to contend with what I am doing now and maybe make it to flower more for my benefits and interests. I must say that I achieved a great deal already but not enough to fulfill my original goals and for now I just have to be thankful for what I have gained already and maybe in the future God will still will it for me to gain more grounds in my battle to uplift my life and live in a state of near normal just like any other healthy human.
‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙‿︵ 𝔗𝔥𝔞𝔫k 𝔜𝔬𝔲‿︵˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵
