Today I'm quite anxious and nervous for writing up this post and sharing up an update about life. From a time I guess it seems to be an illusion. I also wanted to share my reason about writing up all this and it's like I guess my heart is really getting a bit messy since yesterday and I thought of sharing up the reason and open up with you guys to sought some things in my heart and by posting it up here. "LOVE"- a strange thing which feels very stunning and pretty for the very starting when you get the best and it's similarly more worst as it could be when it's about to end. Well it might be somewhat weird writing up all these things and feelings over here publically but I eventually didn't had any other choice or anyone to share this it with. Last night I got a message after the whole day passed and that single message really went me upside down and made my heart feel messy and it's always a heartbreak which make you feel like this, an unexpected one. It was unexpected in such a way that covered a very weird fault within me about complaining about like I'm demanding a lot of time and getting possive over things, well it to felt weird to me as well that break up for such small reason is an obvious unexpected heartbreak. Like do you guys really think that it was some sort of suitable reason, i just wanted a lot of answers I think you guys are good enough to answer it.!
I would also like to share about what's my opinion and actions are after all this happened. I decided and preferred not to be sad and not to cry and express such feelings, I promised myself about it so I'll never let it go. I think no body knows what's going to happen the next moment but how to balance it is totally upto you. So do I'm balancing myself and being in a normal attitude and approch. I just responded to that text with just a normal note "ok" and then cut all the connections socially and that's it, if the thing is meant to be it will be you don't have to go after it because showing someone your weakness is not more than any stupidity and that's what I feel.
Sometimes when I watch movies they help me to learn some moral values or a lesson and there's what I have learnt from one of the movie, they say that not everyone or everything is supposed to stay with you forever nothing is meant to be permanent so rather to be sad about this fact and hurt yourself you should learn to move on because as time passes things and memories strain from your life. Actually some things just end for the new and good one's to start so being sad isn't a solution but a stupidity, I think now i should just look forward and be happy in mylife, the time will get better when it's indeed. So I'm learning to follow this fact and being happy. Writing all this up really solved me out I'm feeling a lot better. I will be really interested in knowing your thoughts and comments over this topic and about your suggestions that how do you feel was it a correct reason to leave?
