While I was searching through my phone for pictures, I have stumbled upon an old one. Me on the same day as today, only last year. You may be thinking oh well... Just another day. The thing is that last year, this time, I was heartbroken. It was my catholic Easter and my relationship got terminated. Short, simple, almost like it never existed. Faced with this thing... I was feeling a complete void. Orthodox Easter was due to come next week, only to find me single, lonely and sad. I was determined to just get out of the house and take a ride with my bike to forget about the whole thing. This is one picture that I took, telling to myself that I must remember to always keep smiling and power through anything.
I decided that day to start my own blog.
To write what I'm feeling anyway in order to give myself a feeling that I am being heard somehow. It took me a great deal of effort to do this. I was commited to write every week and to not be afraid to be vulnerable. I also put in my mind to not care if nobody will ever read me. That blog was just for my soul.
Now... Today... Wordpress reminded me it has been a year. A year of writing my feelings down. A year of courage, resilience and perseverence.
I look at today and I can't help notice similarities with last year:again single, again on my journey alone and feeling more powerful than ever. A good heart will always heal and wait for the right person. I am confident that there is someone great for me out there and I never lose my hope.
I can't believe how one year has passed so fast and I am happy when I look at my blog and see how I didn't miss one week.
Commitment is everything and the most important thing is to respect promises you make to yourself😊
I felt the need to share this with you because even if now, during pandemic, you might be feeling down, remember that this will go away and next year,this time, will be better.
Have a lovely day and toodle loo!