So this is the last vlog that I will do since I have received a scary diagnosis on paper last year, in august 2025. I feel that I need to focus my energy on the future and channel my creativity into beautiful activities that enrich my soul.
I am pretty sure that my vlogs will be useful for any person who will deal with cancer. I feel that I am alright and I feel blessed to have had the experience because it gave me a fast forward in many life lessons that I needed to learn. Honestly I would not change a single thing.
I will probably talk later about my experience with the official Joe Dispenza's Coherence Healing group. I know that it was pivotal in my healing journey.
I have changed a lot as a person in the last 9 months since all of my life was turned upside down. I have lost friendships but was it real if I lost it? I can count the number of good hearted people who stood by me on one hand. This type of journey found me unprepared emotionally and financially. I had a win on the spiritual side, when it comes to that I am born ready. And with God I have won in a challenge in which many lose from the get go because of the mindset.
I would say it is ideal to be alone than with the wrong crowd when you face a diagnosis on paper. The wrong individuals can really put you down or make you take bad decisions. Solitude is tough. I love alone time but let me tell you that in a new town, with nobody on my side except the owner of the place where I stay....it was something! I have discovered a new me. A more powerful version. I have rekindled my spiritual connection with God. I am telling you that no human can give me the kind of love and support that I have received from my Creator and I don't even yearn for it anymore.
Left with nobody except myself in a tough mental and spiritual challenge...I have risen stronger and wiser. I will take decisions that most people will not understand. Some might think I am crazy or reckless. I do not care about the world anymore. Who is going to be with you when everything burns into flames? It's not going to be this world that you worry about.
I have been less active as I focused my energy on writing for my book.
I might appear from time to time. I might disappear and do stuff and reappear at some time. Who knows.... I have learned to be comfortable in the unknown.
