Dear Diary,
Underneath it all there is a timeless presence, even in time when this body gets old through immortality and the cells of this body are renewed many times - there won't be a single thing untouched. When She leaves I am faced with superficial identification of my emotionally quantum state, she said when she comes back She will protect me. I will Protect her. There is no shape, no form, and no name. The essence of who we are is formless. "The Dao that can be named or spoken of, is not the true Dao." - I live by no title, and outstand definition. The relationship is an image we have within ourselves, a voice in our head that speaks to itself - from which comes the story, the identification - the questions of myself have to do with the story - how to make the story work better. To go the distance, I have sacrificed everything - I will raise her from perdition.