......... asking my self, how did i get here? , how did i get my self in this environment, with a boss so heartless he could kill for a dime, just for him to live now, entertainment and young girls is all that he thinks of, how do i find my self a degree holder working for a man who does not even have a qualification on the industry that his company is within , a man with no future plans in business , running a company without a mission nor vision, i ask my self where is my future in all this, he already pays me low, and treating me like i am not of any value to him and i make no contribution to his company whatsoever, i mean i am his company i am the money that he enjoys everyday, i am more than a worker, i even do more than what any other worker could do for him, am the accountant , sales representative , marketing communications officer, personal assistant and even his receptionist for a person who does nothing am practically the company , walking around thinking i am going to be here for ever , a small environment that limits me, a job i dream about leaving everyday, i keep telling my self its just a matter of time till i find stability, but i tell you its just a matter of time slowly things are getting together, keep telling my self before it gets easy it should get hard, keep waking up each morning thinking its just a matter of time till i own something too , i mean what am doing for him is something i could be doing for my self , when am i going to start doing for my self i ask my self , that is when it all started......
