I am single and searching

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We where in the midst of friends and everyone speak of the good things they have benefits from their girlfriend's, some said, that their girlfriend can cook very well when they come to visit them, a lot said others nice things about their girlfriend's, but i had nothing to speak about mine, it was getting to my turned to spin that nicest thing about my girlfriend, but I didn't know what to said.

Because, how do I tell them that my girlfriend, is an heartbreaker, that she used to fought with me in my apartment, she gave me bruises on my face, and she is after my life.

Because, for more than once, i get out of the house, just to saved myself from her, and since ever, I have been avoiding her with her love.

My girlfriend make relationship to tire me, and I reason if everyone are going through the same thing as I did in the hands of my girlfriend, people wouldn't want to be in a relationship,

My friends told me, how joyful they used to be, when their girlfriend calls them, that they will come and visit them but, it's not the same on my side, if my girlfriend called me any day, that she is coming to my house, I will feel terrified throughout, and I will be watching the road, and be praying on my mind, that she shouldn't come, because I wouldn't want to have bruises on my face or any parts of my body.

There was a time, my girlfriend took me unaware and come to the house. Asked me how did I managed to slept in the night?
I have to go to my friend's place in town, and when he asked me about what happened to my room, because he knows, it odd for me to spent a night in someone's house.

I relate to him that, I just feel like spending the night at his place, I hide the situation about me and my girlfriend, I refused to tell him the real matter, because, I was afraid he might laugh at me or reports me to my girlfriend later, since he knows her, although he had no idea, about the way she treats me.

Dating life is not fun with me, right now, I am trying to put an end to me and my girlfriend's relationship, since it seems, someone have to get hurts all the time, that day that i slept outside, my girlfriend called me to come back home, I replied to her that, I just left town, because my father called me to come to the village, so that we had a family meeting.

Imagine the lier that her love was making me to become, believe me, if this is the way relationship is for everybody, that means, no one will be willing to go in there.

So, I managed to see a girl, whom I can call and rely on, I was beginning to feel relaxed that I have found someone I can trust, but before I know, my girlfriend that has been tormenting my life put a fight with her, she threatened the girls to leave me alone, that i am her lovely boyfriend, "which lovely boyfriend am I to her?", there's nothing between me and her that's lovely, is the same torment, she does to me, and I can't keep such relationship.

Please, I want to ask, how una de take find good girlfriend, because the one I have is after my life.

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