I woke to the thunderous cry of heaven.
What I heard was a cry, And
I care not if it's soothing to your own very ears.
I know it'd come sweet and melodious to your being
But what i feel,
All i felt was whole emptiness.
I've been scared, felt mountains of pain.
And i know,
I know what should have stricken me to my roots is fear.
But all that I feel,
All i felt was extreme Nothingness.
I've felt nothing, not because I've grown to be fearless 'et all, but
For that which feels the pains and distresses in me is broken.
Broken into pieces of scrambled emotions.
What was gone isn't my happiness nor my pains.
What i lost was the ability to feel whatever the feelings really are.
