You were the latest one to tell me it would be okay, you were the latest one to tell me that I'll be alright. The last one to make me feel calm and the last one to promise that I'm not alone. You told

You make me feel uneasy, yet you make me feel calm. Secure, yet vulnerable. Open, but shut out. It's easier to breathe, but I can't inhale. It's like I've wasted my life, while I've done everything right.

You make me feel comfortable in a way I never thought I could be. Not just comfortable, but comforted. Like being here is okay, like I can breathe, like I finally feel right in my own skin. You give me

My whole world is changing, I find myself not wanting to do certain things I used to do all the time that I enjoyed. And thats okay, I'm doing better now. I'm getting "my life in order." I'm

I eat, and for the first time in as long as I can remember it tastes good. Each bite filling me up, each mouthful making me want more. I've been hungry for a long time, but, alas flavor is illusive. I've

Depression is a weird thing, sometimes I go for months and everything is okay. Not good, not great, but okay. I can breathe, I can relax. Then I start to feel weird. I'm tense all of the time. I can't

Is there anybody else out there who feels like I do? Sorry if it's difficult to read. I just didn't feel like rewriting it or typing it out.

I have a hard time trying to find the right words to say, but when I do no one really listens I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. I try so hard to seem normal, but i always end up saying something in

Is anything I say important anyway?

I've been the inbetween too often, but I guess I put myself there. I don't like to make decisions, especially about important things. I feel like I've put myself in a bubble, between who I am, who I was,

Ive never been focused with making much of an online presence. Just kind of content to sit back and watch everyone else do it. They are probably more interesting than I am anyway. Yeah, I probably have

It's been almost seven years now. But I still remember the smell of your hair, and the look you would give me before you would ask me something like you were scared to ask even though you knew I would

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