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Fan, listen to me first. Do not rashly make decisions. Fear later nyesel. "Afiq advice accompanied by the sound of rain, like a breeze that passed in my ears. I'm disappointed. Even giving a little explanation was not. Erina! What's my fault for you.
The rain was raining, as hard as a trickle of water in my eyelids. I do not know what my friends say if they see me like this. Erina. That girl made me this way.
"Naufan enough! We do not know what Erina's reason is. Do not su'udhan first. "Again Afiq gave some of his flagship tips. Normally I always melt with what He says. But not this time. The words just passed in my ears. My mind is very messy now.
I've been in contact with Erina for two years. There was never a serious problem in our relationship. Just yesterday we met in the park. And today, suddenly Elga, one of her close friends came to see me and gave me a letter. What is this? Without a single explanation, he just walked away.
Afiq still faithfully chattering beside me. He just keeps on defending Erina. I was furious to hear it. With overflowing anger, I stood up and squeezed a letter in my hand.
"Stop Fiq. Do not mention the name again. "
This was the first time I snapped at Afiq like that. My ears are really hot to hear all the babbling. Yes I know he's just trying to muffle my emotions. But it just makes me hotter. The more hate the name.
"Come on, Fan. Where's the usual Naufan, where is Naufan who ... "
"Leave me alone!"
There was a look of disappointment from his face. He slumped out of my room. Stay me alone. Contemplating the fate of my own in the middle of gripping the air tonight.
With lazy, I stepped my foot to the balcony on the left side of my room. The rain was still heavy. Visible several times the glowing light in the sky, accompanied by a thunderous roar. Huhhh .. with a heavy sigh, I kick back my legs.
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I pulled the thick blanket over my whole body. Hope this is a dream. Come on wake up. Back to normal.
All kinds of memories with him circled in my memory. Takes me to sleep into dreamland.
The sun has revealed its splendid beauty. Some broke in through the window cracks in my room.
"Kringggg !!!"
Along with the alarm sound that alarmed the ears, there was a soft voice of an angel behind the door. Yes who else if not Mother.
"Tok .. tok tok. Naufan? Wake up son. Later you are late to school "
"Yeah Bun. It's also waking up "
I lazily unwrapped the blanket covering my whole body. I picked up the phone on the nightstand beside the bed. '27 missed calls and 15 messages'. Huhhh .. breathe out, and throw my cell phone on the bed. "Not important" I thought to myself.
Exactly at 06.00, I went to school. Up until school there were only a few students passing by the corridor. Yes know it. It's still early. I went to the class. When I got to class, I saw Afiq and Elga. They? Tumben once they are diligent. Usually the incoming bell is just coming.
Realizing my presence, Afiq rushed toward me.
"Fan. There's something we have to talk to, "said Afiq with a flat face and a face that looked so serious.
"What else? If it's about the girl, it's better not to "I replied a little curtly.
"Fan, listen to us first. Sorry we both did not know about this. Erina who asks everything to be deceived. But now, we can not keep this secret. We can not bear to see Erina suffering, Fan. Please. Jenguk him Fan. Before it's too late."
"We both just do not want to see you nyesel, Fan. Doctor said, Erina will not last long "
Jedarrr .. like struck by the lightning of my heart so heard this narrative of my two friends. Erina? What is this? What's wrong with Erina? Not last long? What does it mean? A variety of questions swirled in my brain. Erina .. what else is this? What is wrong with you?
What do you mean? "
I stared at the two men in front of me. Instantly they looked at one another and looked down. After a few seconds I heard a sob from one of them. Elga. Why is she crying?
"Hiks .. hikss .. meet Erin, Fan. Please. Make him happy at the end of his life "replied Elga with more deep sobs.
"Elga, it's a pseudo ..." I have not got time to finish my words, I heard the song that I called perfect from Afiq phone.
'you are so perfect,. You're so beautiful in my eyes…'
"Is it hallo?"
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"What? Yes, tante calm ya .. I go there now "
Tutt (disconnected phone line)
"We go to the hospital now. Erin is critical "said Afiq suddenly.
My God ... what else is this. Heal my little girl God. Whatever the disease, please heal him. I want to be with him. I want to tell her that I do not hate her. Allow me with him Yes Rabb.
About a ten minute drive. I do not know what I'm supposed to do with the school later on. We rushed to Erina's room. Once there, only the tears of sadness from the Erina family. I had not gotten to greet them yet, the doctor came out of the room where Erina was treated.
"Is there a Naufan here here?" The doctor asked us. I was amazed to hear my name mentioned in the doctor. I hurriedly raised my hand while answering the doctor's question.
"I dock. I am Naufan "
"Brother Naufan you should meet the patient. The patient had been calling out Naufan's name before. We pray, may the Khaliq give healing to Erina. "
After hearing the doctor's remark, I asked permission from Erin's family to go in first. There was a sense of discomfort ahead of his family. But it seems they understand enough. Because all they want is Erina's healing. Can see him laughing again is the most beautiful gift from God.
Again I set my foot step closer to the small bed, where my girl lay so weak. I sat on the bench by his bed. I grabbed her tiny hand. I hold tight, as if afraid to lose. Seeing it like this, my eyes began to heat up.
"Erina ... this is me Naufan." I looked at this little body before me. The collapse was my end. I can not stand it any longer. The warm spheres began to flow, wetting my cheeks. The more sob now I am. In fact, there was barely a soft voice, greeted me, said my name beautifully.
"Na..ufan .."
I looked up at the owner of the voice. Make sure it's true my little girl said.
"Erina .. you are aware .. (while wiping the rest of my tears) wait a minute, I call the doctor .."
I have not got time to move, felt the hand is so fragile holding my wrist. Yes Erina. Looks like he's reluctant I'm leaving.
"Do not go. Five minutes. I want to talk, Fan "
I sat back where I was. It did not make sense to see him so fragile, with a helpless gaze. I tightened my hand on her tiny fingers.
"I'm here, sweetheart" He smiled at what I said. Nothing felt, I joined the smile.
"Fan, I'm sorry. Bu ... "
"Sttt ... never mind Erina" I cut the conversation, because I am furious to hear the words of sorry. The most important thing now is your healing Erina dear. I said to myself.
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"Naufan listen to me first. Please do not interrupt my speech, "he said in a weakening voice. I decided to shut up. And listened to every word he uttered.
"Naufan ... I'm sorry, I was wrong not to tell you from the beginning. In fact I even leave a letter that contains no explanation at all. I love you Fan .. thank you You want to be part of my life for two years. Save our memories yes .. "